It's bright out here...

It's a process I'm told. I think I've always known; I just didn't want to accept it. When I think back, none of my friends were that into Disney. To like Disney was okay but loving Disney, clearly was not acceptable among my peers. I had to learn to adapt to their way; I had to learn their social cues.  I dabbled in their interest just to fit in. I watched the Snoopy holiday specials, woke up early in the mornings to see Super Friends & the Justice League, oh, &  Smurfs. I did enjoy those little blue guys. I hid behind the Smurf context for many years even dressing up like one for Halloween. I knew I wasn't being real.

So this is the beginning. This is me. This is where the work will start.  I will have to deal with my parents & my friends, oh & my co-workers, I work in a definite anti-Disney work environment yet ironically pro-Muppet (a post for another time.) I've decided, like Lavern & Shirley, to do this my way...